I broke the biweekly pattern last week to bring you some nonsense. I promise not to do that too often. The unnecessary multiplication of email notifications is a grave sin. But here’s something that grew out of my reading of Dr. Tim’s book and partly from my endless obsession with Till We Have Faces. Consider Psyche’s words on being sacrificed to the Shadowbrute:
Or else…they are real gods but don’t really do these things. Or even—mightn’t it be—they do these things and the things are not what they seem to be? How if I am indeed to wed a god?
And for good measure, I’ll just add the lovely words of Hwin the Narnian mare:
“Please,” she said, “you’re so beautiful. You may eat me if you like. I’d sooner be eaten by you than fed by anyone else.”
Perhaps all genuine theophanies entail a kind of death. Well anyway, here it is.
Actaeon Diane, no one could see thee and stay unchanged, nor flee thee except thy sacred hand, anointing head and face, command the new-made hart to understand his flesh, made food, must yield its taste to chasing Death to make him chaste. Theophanies may strip us of speech, our own hounds rip us to pieces with delight— so Love must do when mortal sight comes stumbling into its merciless light; so Hunger’s joys in hunting find within their teeth a patient mind. O goddess Beauty haunt us, humiliate, and taunt us from dark groves into bliss— O violent Metamorphosis, incline our stricken lips to kiss the earth where faltering we kneel, together groan, and hope to heal.
If you like Dr. Tim and Till We Have Faces, we are compatriots. God bless your work.
A moment or two in this one where I sense a mechanical or even saccharine flavor. Not sure how to fix that. Suggestions welcome.